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I have lost touch with tumblr for a couple weeks, but I’ll get back on track now considering its “winter” and I now have absolutley nothing to do at work. Which by the way, I’m currently working 11 hours today, alone. Which leads me to the good news of the day and why work is in my way! JOSH IS COMING TO OUR HOUSE TODAY! He just got home from Afghanistan yesterday, visited fam and his *cough* girl? So today its us!!! Except. I’m at work, so I won’t see him till I get home at 9:30 tonight. But I am still so excited to see him and things finally go back to normal and can just pick up the phone and talk to him whenever I want!!!!

Next, I am so sick of coughing!!!! I have had a cough for 10 weeks now. I did antibiotic= nothing. Then I started getting a pain under my right breast for a few days, till a big cough made something pop and I felt it! I called the Dr, I have Pleurisy (which was the pain, caused by the lung lining to be inflamed and feel like sand paper rub when you breathe, causing sharp pains) WHICH FUCKING HURTS. Second, that pop was the cartillage breaking away from the rib aka dislocated rib. I want to scream everytime it causes a sharp pain. I wake up in the middle of the night feeling like my ribs are going to break skin. Last night was the worse night in awhile. Im finisihing a second round of antiobiotics and taking ibuprofen around the clock. Needless to say I’m calling my Dr again this week and she needs to do something!!!

The past few hours have been complete hell!! Lets start off by saying I worked 49 hours this week, so I might be a little on the edge. But I am currently at work, of course, and I have a major sinus headache. All around my left eye is pounding and basically the whole left side of my head. This is the worst I have felt in a long time considering I’ve actually been sick for approx 7 weeks with a cough. Next, my mom is a crazy person. We have been fighting, big shocker, and have barely talked for almost a week. Everytime I plan to call her and mend things she randomly texts and says something to remind me why I’m angry in the first place. and if you can’t guess, she said one of those things tonight. I’m really sad that this won’t get fixed before Christmas. Therefore, the anger, face pounding, and exhaustion kicked in to create tears. Yes, at work. Awesome. And we all know, crying makes your head hurt. Yaaay. Lets just say I have an hour left of work and I can’t wait to get the hell out of here and actually have a day off tommorrow! (followed by a 54 hour work week) fml.

Alright, I’m going to Ashland after work for Katie’s Ugly Sweater party (which I’m super excited about) Anyhow, thought I worked at 8am to 5. Stupid mall extended hours. All day yesterday I said 8am and made a list of things I COULD NOT FORGET when I left for work. Got my sweater, pajamas, christmas lights for the tree at work, alcohol, Mirandas sunglasses, and I grabbed 3 pairs of boots just because I couldn’t decide. Wellllll, I get to work. open. realize this is such a waste. no one will be here. Look at the schedule…I WORKED AT 9am!!!!!!!!! Grrrrrr. But, I did however remember everything I really needed so thats a plus. Now lets hope the rest of the day goes as scheduled because I’m really looking forward to this! I’ll post pictures of my adorable reindeer sweater later ;)

Soooo, I’m new to this. I don’t really know how to navigate tumblr yet. BUT I needed a place to get out my thoughts! and whats more fun than getting to post photos and music with it! :)